After 12 years of being together you would think things slow down. Desires decrease, sex becomes a chore and lovemaking is shuffled amongst laundry, child care and bills. There is good news now that my husband of 12 years and I have found our fountain of youth. Finally after months of trying and practice and patience we have experienced the other 90% sex is about……this is what it felt like…… I am writing this as my head is still buzzing and my body shakes in the aftershocks of love. We’ve discovered i2 Tantra!
The night was perfect not too cold and not to warm. The perfectly candlelit room made the scene just right, music in the background singing of loving and surrendering. I stepped up open to anything that would happen I have been waiting for the conductor to show me the way… Standing in front of him his eyes focused, we smiled, we knew tonight would be different, new. Like a new ride in a carnival I was excited to try it, to let myself completely go, been in similar roller coasters before but this felt different. A new ride…..
As I buckled myself in for the experience. I begin to touch his skin, view it, appreciate every touch. As he touches mine, the grazing of his fingers sends little shocks down my spine. Eyes open and I realize what I’ve gotten myself into I smile, giggle almost.
He dives down my back with his touch and his taste, soft yet firm touch. It feels like waves of love. Up and down my body moved with his. I didn’t feel his body as much as I felt his light and energy heat in me overwhelming me. My heart opening to a new emotion……. Letting go…
As we laughed in the realization of what was happening. I was able to let go even more. Now my body was behind me, my heart my mind my soul traveling to places that I’ve been to and some places only one can dream of. And still this man wasn’t inside of me, not physically……just hovering over with his hands.
I became his fertile earth, ready to produce to create for him. He rose above
Me a tree with majestic trunks holding up our life fruitful generous and abundant. At his root I was there his roots running through my earth, my veins my heart. I was breathing for him, nourishing him watering him. My king.
We became one. I saw the future for him, felt for him and for us. Dreams became reality. It was heaven on earth….., we laughed, we cried, we moaned and talked. A couple hours have never meant so much.
Once my ride came to a slowing calming stop I was glowing, amazing. “Wow!” was the only word I could think of as my body would shake and shiver still in his control. Any touch, and even when he left the room he remained with me, rocking me shaking my inner core.
His touch, Has guided me brought me to love. I’m humbled in his arms…
I am a tantrika in training… I2Tantra has been given me insight on how to manifest via sex. My husband has had very little training in this but has listened and learned with me. He is open and able to step away from the usual way of thinking about sex. He became a healer, a true lover. I can’t believe finally we are able to go to the way sex is meant to be. I am sooo connected to my husband always, after this experience our presence is always felt.
I hope people read this and understand that you too can feel this. Read more about it, experience it. We can get u started with your tantra journey here. No lies this stuff works.
Jhos the Diva